Thank you. We dated for 3 three years and married for 59 years. A lifetime. What makes it harder is that now I am 90 years old. Fortunately for me I am in good health. I do not have dementia, diabetes, cancer, arthritis, or any of the ills that come with being old. I live in our home, am independent and have the ability to drive, even on the freeway at night. In short, just like everyone else, except older. I am sure there must be many like me. The biggest troubles are that you have outlived everyone and there is nothing to look forward to. Sorry to diverge from the topic.