Wow, so sweet of you! Thanks for the generosity but I am in Evansville, Indiana. I am sooo tired of hospitals and my doctors don't seem to care. I have wrecked my car a couple weeks ago just trying to keep up w/ appts, ruined a girl's life because of hitting her, getting sued, I am trying to work..got stuck with three houses, cancer and no job, have 3 animals, 3 huge yards and cancer. I can't keep up. I am gonna lose all unless I can make some money and can't do that sitting in ER. I'm in pain from the lobectomy still, have stitches stiicking out killing me that were supposed to dissolve. I'm miserable and worn out. I can't do this alone. No family, friends, nothing. Palliative care even cancelled my appt. I think they have left me to die. My oncologolist even got frustrated w/ me last month after the first round and said chemo wouldn't work for me because of my 'anxiety'. So I guess I have no chance so they are just letting me sit here to die? Cardio won't even tell me what to do about this bradychardia. Thanks.