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Depression & Anxiety | Last Active: Nov 5 9:51pm | Replies (5)
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Replies to "Hi BeBold, I'm so sorry that you are in such an awful situation! I don't blame..."
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You are right about benefits of course. I had a panic moment. I have been texting with my sisters who both live 1000 miles away. They are asking how I can live here anymore or for a while as there is no end date on usable water. But this is where I am and for financial reasons with my condo, I need to stay. I can't explain but its a...well confusing.
I've been a webpage designer since 1999 and still run my own graphic design business tho work has dried up at the moment - which is goid and bad. The distraction would be good but pain doesn't make work realistic.
I'm just overwhelmed today, the last few days. I was wondering if others here with disabilities, pain, age, and aloneness with these kinds of challenges right now were here. And for sure there's lots and lots of type of challenges that many many people have been through especially friends in the Pacific Northwest with fires. And those kind of tragic circumstances is kind of what makes it hard to feel like i need to stop complaining. Grief is hard when, like the beginning of the pandemic, it was all new, scary, unknown etc. This is feeling a lot like that. Overwhelming grieving everywhere. Its tangible.
Tomorrow I will either go do something to take care of something like shower or laundry or something or I'll just sit here beading and veg on NCIS on roku! Lol.
I also need to figure out how to get some money coming in again or surgical realities?
Im not so much a god person because of historical christian trauma/abuse but I appreciate what that means for you and the good thoughts embedded. Thanks for your response.
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