I imagine I will be scared of radiation too once it is scheduled. They want me to have a total of 5 treatments - 1 every other day. At first I was really worried thinking of 3-4 weeks of radiation 90 min from my family and wouldn’t want to go & come home every day. I worried I would get fatigued and depressed from that. I will pray for you with your radiation. Keep us posted, I hope all goes well. How many radiation treatments do you need?