You make a good point and, no, I am not willing to risk it. I think it’s just the realization that there’s some things I can’t do anymore. I know it’s delusional to think as we age we can do all the things we did when we were younger regardless of a heart condition. I guess it’s just the idea of knowing that I “can’t “drives home the point that there really is a serious problem here. I think I’m grappling with denial and anger all at the same time regarding this diagnosis. Hopefully I will get to the acceptance part very soon. Thank you so much for your insight.