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@kayraymat

Shelly,
Thanks for the reply.
Yesterday I almost got rammed in the driver's seat by a
large white truck going 80 at least but it missed me by
a fraction, & made me think maybe I still have something
to do on this earth. I am laughing at myself for looking for "signs" but somehow it made a small dent in my depression
as did your kind reply. Look for signs 🙂

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kayraymat,
😱🥵😱 HOW AWFUL!!
👍😳🥰‼️HOW WONDERFUL!!
I'm so glad you are safe and am in no way making light of your OMG! moment. I am glad you are looking for "signs ", that is your 😇's way of saying, maybe a bit too bluntly, with the truck, that you do have unfinished business in your life. Be sure you write about this, in detail, in your journal. Write in a neon color I SAW A SIGN‼️‼️Anything that makes even a teeny tiny dent or pause in depression is so precious. Thanx for letting my reply get listed on your "signs " list. A big truck vs you in a car is horrifying...25 years ago, I made a turn, I got the notion to look into the rear view mirror and a semi-truck took the turn wayyy too fast, my 😇 told me to drive up on the right shoulder and do it now. I had my mom with me, preparing for one of my daughters wedding. After we both stopped shaking, we kept going. The fun part was that my mom told everyone staying at our place about what happened and how I did such a great job. So, silly that still wanting my mom's approval , meant so much.
I think there is a song about "that's your sign", a country song, I think.
Your reply is on my "signs" list. My depression has gotten worse; hopefully due to a Hyperparathyroidism, which I finally just had my surgery and I'm recovering ok. So, your post made me smile and then cry. You had no way of knowing I had a truck moment too and that I needed kind words . I really do appreciate your time to help me get my small dent.🥰 ShelleyW