first nothing wrong about asking I have cirrhosis and liver cancer your doctors should not tell you about life ending only God knows when we are going to go. Yes it is hard but I have accepted I know God has plans for me I live life to its fullest don't get me wrong I do break down, they offer me a liver transplant but I said no thank you my choice nothing against transplant is just me . I just lost my cat on 9/3/24 what this have to do with my cancer everything animals are angel on earth my fear was going and leaving my cat alone but I ask God to take him now I am heart broken ok back to our well being I try to eat healthy I get every 3 months MRI blood test so far I am stable but I know this cancer is going to win eventually but I fight like hell, and keep positive live is too short I know my next phase on life it is the spiritual form once I leave this body scare sure it is but trying to think is part of life and need to accepted just my opinion praying for you