Dear @cecelia19
I’ve read that pain, panic mode, bad side, try coping… Our human-life is not easy; some worse or some better.

+++ FOR ME… +++
You take the pain meds; i using ofba large use of this meds; I need it 3 times a day to stop seizer - I need to be an anti-seizer of this med. I had a bicycle accident, one block to my house that caused a TBI member. My life changed 12 years ago.

How about my PAIN? There was no pain until 2 years ago an fell down in my garage wooden-steps; on my 2 rear-ends hit-over-hit and can’t do walking a couple blocks; no more cutting our grass; no more working good thangs outside; no more a lot of thangs.

But, recently a few mths ago, I had a surgery on the back bottom of my read-end. After that, the -pain- is gone! He moved a Nerve back to before that fall-down.

+++ FOR YOU… +=
You know of your “problems” and your needs & feeling - of your body & mind. You wrote this. And folks here have different ways that would help you. You can ask other professional users of what you can and want and how. There’s ideas here. Ask…

Thx,
Greg D. @greg1956