Thanks Jim. It is nice of you to remember my story. Thank you for reaching out again. No, I have not seen a therapist. In the past, I have found it hard to find a good one. It seems, these days therapists are not allowed to criticize and not agree with you. It is all too softly softly. I am not in a position to pay money for a sympathetic ear. I guess, I want a therapist to shake me up and tell me where my personality is weak, what my faults are and how I can improve. To not be afraid to upset me. I have been listening Dr Ramini, Jimmy on Relationships and Surviving Narcissism. That helped a lot. But, yes, you are right, grief is coming. I don't think it hit me yet, I think I am still just numb. But I feel it is coming.