Thanks so much, Debbie. You totally get it. My husband is suffering seeing me in this state so for his sake, and I guess for my own, I’m trying to pull myself together. Even those close to us, though, can’t really understand what this is like to live with. A close friend recently chastised me for finally going ahead with taking Gabapentin and using a THC/CBD topical. This only adds to my depression. As you said, the help from others on Mayo Clinic Connect is truly priceless. Thank you for your kind response and I am rooting for you too and will take your advice on how to deal with this to heart.