Hi Annette,
I know what you’re feeling. I am a couple months ahead of you, i have lymph nodes that are positive but bone and body scans showed it hasn’t traveled. It’s hard to be positive when every little ache and pain throws me into a tizzy. This sight has been wonderful especially when you read the success stories. I have to trust that my Doctors, with years of knowledge and experience with BC, know what the best treatment is. Be aware of changes, ask questions, get outside and breath in fresh air and as many on this sight say, do the things and see the people that make you happy. Sometimes for me it’s easier said than done, but I keep trying. Hang in there and keep communicating on this sight if it helps.