I understand. I’m 56 and was extremely active prior. We just moved my mother-in-law to be in a year ago and I can’t even help her like I should, cause I’m worse than she is at 80. I take 17 medications. It’s devastating to say the least. I can see my husband to be is just over waiting on me. He doesn’t understand the true nature of the situation, though he says he does. It is a disability!!! It’s actually like 5 disabilities in 1. I really think someone should be responsible for all who suffer. I still am not sure of the truth of how this nasty infectious disease started???? Would love input on that as well.