I'm three years out from diagnosis and am finally relaxing and not thinking that the cancer is right around the corner. I had a scare in January and it took 6 weeks to find out that I didn't have mets. I realized that I spent way too much time worrying. If I get more cancer, I'll deal with it then, but for now I will be observant. I'll let my doctors know if I notice any changes and wait for their expert diagnosis. This being said, I am 78 and know that pieces and parts break down all the time. I'm not thinking that everything is part of the aging process, but some of it is. I will still be proactive until the end.