I too was terrified of the meds but the threat of what would happen without meds was also terrifying. I know from reading posts here that we are all different, some manage meds. easier than others. When I was on meds for 18 months I was not a happy camper. Just getting diagnosed with a lung disease was bad enough, I had my good days and bad. My body seemed to adjust some to the meds after a while and I survived the 18 months. I tried to just get through one day at a time, but some days it wasn’t easy. Between taking meds and supplements at the correct times, eating to gain weight, airway clearance and getting in exercise, I felt so regimented. When I first took meds. I felt like I was taking poison, then I had to change that mind set to telling each pill to go get that Mac… you have to take one day at a time and hope for the best. Are you taking the big 3 daily or 3 x week? I was switched to 3 x week after a while and it was much better. Good
luck and take each day as it comes.