@msvjv You are reading the experiences of @deebee41 and @ronsale, and I hope that is giving you some relief. Be careful about things you read, and go to trusted sources. It's way too easy to "go down a rabbit hole" when we start searching for information, isn't it? And it's like getting a firehose of things thrown at us!

Remember, each of us has our own story. Things you might read as you research doesn't mean that will happen to you. Walk away from all that, grab a cuppa tea and a few cookies, just relax. Place trust in your medical team, ask them the questions you need to ask. Write down your concerns, journal a letter to your body and ask how you can honor it.
Ginger