@gingerw thank you.
Denial. The game we’re playing right now is hide it under the carpet and maybe it’ll go away. That’s my family not me. I acknowledge my disease every time I meet somebody and they need to know I do however my family that’s too much they are still looking at me like really are you kidding me? You’re fine. I feel like I have to prove to them that I am really sick. It’s frustrating.

My biggest problem right now is Ataxia. That is causing me more problems than anything else. I cannot walk without a walker and my balance is so bad that if I don’t have the walker, I crash into the walls. I just had to get eyeglasses for the double vision. It’s just not a pleasant disease either so both of them mixed together. Gives me quite a job every day to stay sane.

Ah, but my sanity remains in place when I place my troubles into the hands of Jesus Christ. He is the rock on which I stand. He will neither leave nor forsake me. I am blessed.