@debbraw whoops my error...I have been exactly as you described. Anger is something new. I love my husb so much that I am fore ver mad at myself for my shortcomings. I see him suffering, not being able to talk and the Alzheimer's disease is progressing rapidly. He was diagnosed in July of 2015, so early in the game now. However, I am making arrangements for nursing home care. We have hospice at home but I am unable to continue. Very difficult decision. Breaks my heart.