Oh, yes, leg weakness …
Something happened to me this morning as a result of leg weakness. I awoke –– and fell. It wasn’t a bad fall, more of a plop, losing my balance and landing butt-down on a black vinyl footstool. However, I’ll call it a “fall” when I speak to my physical therapist; after all, I did have a devil of a time getting back on my feet, mainly due to leg weakness as the result of PN, but also because of a painful arthritic knee and ankle.
When I was scribbling in my journal a short time after, a thought came to mind that had me think of the short story “The Lady, or the Tiger?”––two doors: which door is safe to open? or, in other words, which of two possible courses of action is the best to take? I could think of my fall as a warning that my PN balance has worsened and is likely to get even worse-er; therefore, I’d better start planning for the future, e.g., start carrying a cane round the clock or go back to using a walker; buy a phone that’ll auto-dial 9-1-1, and maybe a walkie-talkie that’ll ring my neighbor to say “I’ve fallen and can’t get up!” –– all the many devices advertised in the monthly AARP mag.
Or, instead, I could take from this morning’s fall added motivation to work on building leg strength. (See my orthopedist or podiatrist about those arthritic joints, too.)
Knowing myself pretty well after 79 years, I know I’m going to opt for the latter option: work on building more leg strength.
Probably, too, I will carry my cane more often as a small concession; after all, there’s nothing wrong with now and then walking the middle path.
Time, now, to do some stretching, leg lifts, sit-to-stands, abduction lifts, and other exercises. All the while, I’ll be thinking of “The Lady or the Tiger?” hoping that from behind the door I’ve already got halfway open, I’m not about to hear a hungry GRRRRRRRRR! 🙂
Cheers!
Ray (@ray666)
Hello, Ray!
Same thing happened to me a couple of days ago. I stood up and was immediately seated back down on my recliner ~ very surprised at how I just kind of collapsed and feeling very weak in the legs. Was doing better overall when going to P.T. every week, but in May (I think it was) she had to shift her appointments for Medicare patients to every two weeks because of substantial cuts in reimbursement. I've heard that another round of cuts are in the works (evidently Medicare is reducing the overall conditions they are willing to cover at all). So we patients are needing more than ever to be our own advocates for keeping ourselves independent and mobile.
Wondering how you're doing in your recovery from sepsis? I pray you are experiencing some measurable improvement every week. All these "little extras" really complicate things when they require energy (to heal) that would otherwise have gone toward the maintaining of all kinds of balance that neuropathy robs us of.
Here's to good health to you and your partner this autumn in beautiful Colorado!
Peace, Barb