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Hi Amber,
I am a 53 year old female and have a CHEK2 gene mutation, extremely dense breasts & I’ve had right breast LCIS lumpectomy in Feb ‘23. This year I’ve had 4 biopsies & 5 3D mammos and MRI’s. The biopsies of suspicious imaging are always on the same right breast—nothing ever in left breast. Biopsy results of right breast keep coming back as ALH since Feb of this year. I have had nipple issues, swelling, pain in right breast which has been of concern since April and is also driving the worry and concern up. I am newly established UTSW (Dallas) patient and was referred to a premiere doc who specializes in the clinical trial robotic mastectomy. I met with her yesterday. I really like her. She was supportive of my imaging and biopsy fatigue and anxiety concerns. She thinks I might be ready to have a double mastectomy with reconstruction. I’m aldo considering going flat? She referred me to a plastic surgeon at UTSW. I’ll meet ASAP with him to discuss all the scary, gory details about double mastectomy with reconstruction. I am told he will go over all the different types of reconstruction possibilities—I know this is about to be a crash course of information.
My concern is the ALH that they keep finding could possibly be accompanying a lurking, still hidden cancer. There is that possibility, or also could be that the dense breast tissue is a hiding place until the next time, or the next time after that.
My question to those fighting their battle is whether their cancer first presented as LCIS or ALH? Did anyone go into an operation without confirmed cancer and wake up to find that there was cancer in the breast tissue after all?
I’m so afraid to just continue with the close surveillance plan and have the possibility of letting cancer grow and spread in my body until we can get a confirmed biopsy sample of it. I have this nagging worry that cancer is there—or should I say I have a STRONG INTUITION about it. Is anyone grappling with these same questions/thoughts/feelings? The total preoccupation and worry is starting to wear me down. Met my internist who suggested an anti depressant called Pristique that has been found to help with slight depression and a desirable decrease in the frequency of murderous HOT FLASHES and night sweats that plague me every night. I’ve been taking 10mg tamoxifen as hormone blocker since Feb ‘23. I’m just out of sorts and not my usual self. Sometimes I’m really angry about my situation and other times, I just want to stay curled up in my robe in bed all day or break down and cry because I don’t know how to pick the right thing for me to do.
Any opinion whether anyone has experienced this or tried these meds and could give me feedback and list any questions I should ask the plastic surgeon with my consult?
I don’t know if it’s rational for me to do double mastectomy—it is such a big surgery that has so many layers and steps. This worries me that I’ll regret doing something and having an awful experience or complications that cause many doctors visits and loads of money. I just want to be healthy and be there for my 17 year old daughter.
Any advice would be greatly appreciated.