I'm so sorry to hear about your wife! Multiple Sclerosis is a difficult disease to deal with! She is right to tell you to keep praying etc. That's good! I'm sorry you had to divorce for financial reasons but sometimes that happens. You aren't really divorced except on paper. You still love each other and it's so nice that you are taking care of her! That's too bad that you have to be apart but it sounds like you see her often which is good. My husband of 30 years died a month ago of lung cancer. I took care of him as long as I could but it was getting to the point where if he had lived he would have been in a nursing home. He's up in heaven now and someday we'll be together in heaven.
I will keep both you and your wife in my prayers. I wish you both the best. God is there for all of us and it's all we need.
PML