Prayers & positivity do help. Although I am 74 now, I was diagnosed at the end of June 2022 and told I had 2-4 months without maybe 11 months with treatment. I did choose to get chemo & am still here at 26 months. Chemo is not easy, but things could be worse. I am hating the peripheral neuropathy and weight gain. Palliative care is my only option as the cancer metastasized from my pancreas to my lungs. Hopefully my CA19-9 will be back within normal limits & my Sept CT will continue with no new evidence of disease. I admire your choice. Each of us has to make the decision as to what and how we want to fight. I believe you can fight with prayer & positivity! Wishing you the best!