Thank you for reaching out, every kind word helps at the moment. I struggle how cold, distant and rude he is right now. I cant talk to anyone as he is so charming with people and they believe him and think he is sweet and nice. He is all these things when he needs to work his magic to get people to trust him. But he is so different behind closed doors. I feel all alone. I don't know you but if you feel like talking, Id like to talk to someone. Sorry, I feel like I am asking strange things, just feeling alone. Been to therapist a few months ago, but I think nobody can really understand you better then someone who lived through it. Thank you for kind words