well, i just got home 2 days ago. Was in hospital for a week on a chest tube screaming in agony. Surgeon pulled out tube Tuesday morning, said the cancer was in my lymph nodes so i did this for nothing!! The thought was it was just in the lung and i would be cured but it's in the nodes also so i have disabled myself for no reason and just am gonna die now. crushed, alone and they won't even send a home health aide. oh it doesn't matter anymore cry