Well now. That is a compelling testimony. I see that you ate a follower of the Lord Jesus as am I. Sometimes I get down in the dumps, I have esophageal cancer and am awaiting surgery. I have no pain, thank God. But I did lose 40 lbs, and that's not good when you're starting off at 165 and 6 feet tall. I went down to 120 lbs. After chemo and radiation I had no appetite and everything tasted horrible. But after about 3 weeks post treatment, my appetite is coming back and I'm gaining a couple of pounds back. I pray for your husband and you, I know you are going through this with him. Your words are encouraging, seeing as how things aren't working out how you'd like, but you still have your faith. God bless you! I wish you both the best and thank you for that encouraging testimony 🙏. Your brother in Christ, Rick