I have esophageal cancer went through chemotherapy and radiation. I just had my surgery 9 days ago. I was in ICU for 1 day hospital for 6 more. I am home now. I have a feeding tube but I can also drink liquids. I go for walks 3x a day. There is pain associated with the incision but I am tolerating it. It is a life changing surgery but definitely worth it. I was also scared but since surgery I see a future.