I don't think the surgeon is being dismissive really. I was going in like every month right after the surgery to get xrays done to see and I would always ask all these questions after seeing that the xrays were all good and everything was going as planned. After the 7 month appointment my surgeon and dad kind of convinced me that everything was fine and they said that anything happening after the 6 month mark is very rare. But everything that happened after the first surgery happened after the 6 month mark as well so that's always in the back of my mind. I've been doing Schroth therapy for physical also ever since coming home for the summer that I just got discharged from a couple weeks ago. I've also been doing physical therapy since around March as well just not the specific Schroth spine specific physical therapy. I think the myofascial release would be beneficial though because my neck is super tight and has been ever since the surgery. I think just the combination of knowing last time everything happened around this time in my recovery timeline and not getting to see an xray and seeing everything is fine and having that reassurance every month like I did at the beginning is messing with my head ya know?