@flow65

You are dealing with so many situation at same time, it is not surprising that you have anxiety. Many specialist, many illness and after reading your post, sounds like you are getting conflicting recommendations from your providers.

I am glad to hear you are seeing a therapist. It helps to talk to a professional about what you are going through. Though therapist may not solve you medical issues, they should be able to help deal with how you handle situation and maybe how you can advocate for yourself in medical situations.

Do you feel you have one provider who is looking at the entire picture, looking at all your conditions together?
Have your consider getting a 2nd option?