Prostate cancer radiation failed

Posted by jmonte @jmonte, Jul 30 2:48pm

Radiation cancer failed. No plans right now for any more treatments. Did not take hormone treatment and not looking for any oncology treatments. Going to die of something, why not this.

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@northoftheborder

I am very sorry to hear that. As I've posted before, you're CEO of your care team, so you get to make the final decisions. When people are replying here, it's not to disrespect your decision, but just to make sure you have all the available information.

Even advanced (stage 4b oligometastatic) prostate cancer like mine is manageable now for many years, if not indefinitely, but it's not an easy road. If you're already elderly and or have a lot of other health issues, it makes sense that you might not want to put yourself through it. But I'll just add my personal experience that after two rounds of radiation and almost 3 years on ADT and ARSI (Erleada), I'm living a happy, almost-normal life, and just got back from a 2-week trip to Europe last month. I was young when I was first diagnosed (56), so that helped, but treatment might not be as bad as you fear right now.

That said, best wishes whatever road you choose, and keep us all informed. There's a lot of caring in this forum.

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Thank you.

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@stevecando54

I'm sorry your treatment didn't work. As far as other treatment options, only you can decide. As for "why not this", I'm hoping for me it's something else that is not so painful. I wish you the best on your journey. Best to all.

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thank you.

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@gently

jmonte, how long ago was your radiation. I like your attitude, but like scottbeammeup I'd like to know how it failed. Do you have metastasis. If that's all you have to say, thanks for the post. I wish I had your courage.
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No metastasis has shown up yet. I had cyberknife a year ago, but psa still high. The doctor said I chose the wrong treatment and should of had a full pelvic. Patient bashing.. I said well I'm the patient doc. If that was the wrong treatment, then why the heck didn't be a little more doctorish and tell me. You gave me that as a choice and now after its done you tell me it was wrong and there is nothing more your center can do for me. So they send me off to an oncologist. Im not on hormone because I had a heart attack when they did the treatment.

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@billfarm

Orgovyx/arbiterone is tolerable for me and since it is pill form you can discontinue if intolerable. My psa got to undetectable in 4 weeks. I don t know how jmonte defines failed but adt is a way to buy decent quality of life while you contemplate your treatment strategy.. Don t despair

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Thank you.

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@bens1

Not sure what opinions outside your current institution you have had but it would not hurt to use Telehealth at a center of excellence to talk about other options and treatment decisions. It may be helpful whether you get treatment or not.

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Thank you. Just cyberknife, but did not do hormone.

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@brianjarvis

That is of course a personal call. There are many treatment options available.

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Thank you. Will look at some.

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@robertmizek

I am genuinely sorry for what you’re going through. Many of us on this form have been through moments of great despair so to a large extent
we understand how you feel.

Giving up is always an option, but it isn’t the only option. Talk to us. Respectfully, if you give us more information, maybe one of us can sure information that might help you on your journey for whatever that means for your situation.

When were you first diagnosed?
What was your Gleason score?
What stage were you initially and what stage are you now?
What was your initial treatment; surgery or radiation?
What was your initial PSA?
What was your lowest PSA after your initial treatment?
Have you had a PET – PSMA scan and if so, what does that show?

I’m on my second go around with prostate cancer. Stage three with lymph node involvement this time. I was given a stage 4 diagnosis in December with a little hope for a cure. I pivoted and found a better healthcare provider with a better strategy. Got re-staged as stage three and with the treatment plan I am on. I may die with the disease, but I probably shouldn’t die from it. I’ll take that as a win.

Never give up. We are here for you. Talk to us.

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Thank you.
When were you first diagnosed? July 23
What was your Gleason score? 7
What stage were you initially and what stage are you now? 3
What was your initial treatment, surgery or radiation? radiation... cyberknife
What was your initial PSA? 52
What was your lowest PSA after your initial treatment? 19
Have you had a PET – PSMA scan and if so, what does that show? Yes, showed local to prostate. But the doctor said I chose the wrong treatment, but cyberknife was one of 2 he recommended.

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@jmonte

Thank you.
When were you first diagnosed? July 23
What was your Gleason score? 7
What stage were you initially and what stage are you now? 3
What was your initial treatment, surgery or radiation? radiation... cyberknife
What was your initial PSA? 52
What was your lowest PSA after your initial treatment? 19
Have you had a PET – PSMA scan and if so, what does that show? Yes, showed local to prostate. But the doctor said I chose the wrong treatment, but cyberknife was one of 2 he recommended.

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Was the choice between SBRT (cyberknife) and IMRT (affects larger area, also more side-effects)? I'm guessing a prostatectomy wouldn't have been an option, since your cancer (like mine) had already escaped the prostate.

I'm a layperson, but I don't think it's normal to expect radiation alone to eliminate advanced cancer, so it wouldn't make sense to blame yourself for making "the wrong choice."

In most cases I hear about, oncologists combine radiation therapy with ADT, ARSI, and sometimes even proactive chemotherapy to knock advanced prostate cancer back with a 1-2-3 punch. I do understand that your heart condition adds some challenges.

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@jmonte

No metastasis has shown up yet. I had cyberknife a year ago, but psa still high. The doctor said I chose the wrong treatment and should of had a full pelvic. Patient bashing.. I said well I'm the patient doc. If that was the wrong treatment, then why the heck didn't be a little more doctorish and tell me. You gave me that as a choice and now after its done you tell me it was wrong and there is nothing more your center can do for me. So they send me off to an oncologist. Im not on hormone because I had a heart attack when they did the treatment.

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jmonte, will you have a repeat PSMA?

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@jmonte

Thank you.
When were you first diagnosed? July 23
What was your Gleason score? 7
What stage were you initially and what stage are you now? 3
What was your initial treatment, surgery or radiation? radiation... cyberknife
What was your initial PSA? 52
What was your lowest PSA after your initial treatment? 19
Have you had a PET – PSMA scan and if so, what does that show? Yes, showed local to prostate. But the doctor said I chose the wrong treatment, but cyberknife was one of 2 he recommended.

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I understand your frustration. You expected a cure with Cyberknife and didn’t get one. I expected a cure with brachytherapy and didn’t get one. I didn’t have genomic testing run on my initial pathology and I assume that you didn’t either or both of us may have chosen different treatments like surgery. All of that is water under the bridge so to speak.

It’s ok to be pissed, and sad, and disappointed, and betrayed, and confused and heartbroken and you’ll have to get past that at some point, and yes it’s hard to do so. Stage 3 is not a death sentence. You may be able to beat PCa or at least die with it and not from it.

Here are some things to think about: not medical advice since I’m only a fellow Stage 3 PCa patient.

I think it’s time to get a decipher score and understand how aggressive of a cancer you’re dealing with. That can help guide you and your care team with your decisions. My score revealed a particularly aggressive cancer so my treatment plan is also an aggressive one.

Depends on your cardiovascular health, you MIGHT be a candidate for salvage prostatectomy. I’ve had one. It’s not a picnic, but it can quickly debulk the tumor and make the size of the battle smaller. Ashley Ross at Northwestern Medicine in Chicago is one of the few surgeons in the world that can perform this delicate and difficult operation. He was my surgeon and I highly recommend him.

IMO you need a world-class oncologist to evaluate your situation and medical history and come up with a treatment plan. I went for the best of the best and hope you do too. I recommend Dr. Timothy Kuzel from Northwestern medicine. https://www.nm.org/doctors/1851325088/timothy-m-kuzel-md
MAYO probably has someone too, but I don’t know anyone there. You may have to travel to get excellent care and you know, if your situation isn’t worth it, what is?

If your situation is similar to mine, you’re going to need first and second generation ADT and additional radiation. ORGOVYX is well tolerated by people with heart disease and ZYTIGA or its generic equivalent is also supposedly well tolerated by people with heart disease. I’m on both and the side effects are quite manageable.

If your CyberKnife treatment was limited to the prostate itself, you might be able to receive IMRT to the prostate area and the lymph node basin. I received 31 sessions of IMR to the pelvic lymph node basin. I was scared shitless of radiation and honestly, the side effects were not a big deal.

My care team put my odds of cure at 70% for going through all three steps. They’ve also told me that should the cancer come back I should with any luck be able to still live well into my 80s and you know, I’ll take that.

You’re going to have some tough days ahead. I speak from experience. But you’ll never know how tough you are unless you try. I didn’t think I could go through everything I’ve gone through and was afraid of failure. I’m on the other side now and people tell me how brave I was. I didn’t feel brave then, but I do feel accomplished now and I’m going to see this end.

I hope you make that choice too. We’re here for you.

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