Hello to all

Tuesday morning I awoke with the same fear and the familiar urge to get to a bathroom and I’m thinking 🤔 this has been going on since June 14….I finally get to see my GI doctor on Friday 2 August…
I am certain that my ongoing anxiety and worry to fear don’t help the nerves and the lower GI track… I must try harder to control my wild imaginings and dreadful scenarios for myself and my wife who is in week 11/12 of her broken humerus painful recovery ❤️‍🩹….it just seems like a few weeks ago we were planning two nice possible vacations with this nice travel agency.. one was a trip to Bermuda 🇧🇲 and the other a 10 day trip with a senior group to Ireland in September…now, it’s all postponed…I don’t mean to dredge this post out but I have to include that my next door neighbor Larry, who planned all winter, purchased boots clothing for a summer cruise to Alaska….last week…well, the airlines (delta) couldn’t get going after the IT foul up and after 3 days of being stranded at various airports got him no further west than Richmond , where he started from…he missed his cruise, they lost his luggage with expensive camera lenses, boots, hiking 🥾 clothes etc…and well…you can get the rest….so we all get to stay tuned for this political intrigue, I guess.. I think 🧐 I’m going to concentrate on escaping into a different time through my guitar tracks books like Curious George the monkey 🐵 all of the original 7 books with those wonderful illustrations and tender simple stories… now that’s therapy….and then there’s my countless collection of fantastic sci-fi horror and schlocky classics mostly from the 1950’s and early 60’s….just writing this is comforting and I feel safe, because I’m in a safe place…I am grateful to all here who have made me feel better for your replies and reactions…that’s living in the world today for me…and my dear wife, she escapes by watching wonderful Smithsonian channels and watching precious animal videos..May all who come here have a wonderful day and safe week ahead 🙏pvctom