Just on a personal level--I find your attitude to be so strong and serene. You are an inspiration. It's wonderful you have this support from your children. I know what you mean about hospital beds! As a young woman I was hospitalized for many months (swine flu, pleurisy, collapsed lungs) and yes--I did not like that noisy bed! Do keep in touch if you feel inclined and up to it. I'm sending you all my best regards from this hot summer afternoon here in the Rockies.