After 25 years of mental and done physical abuse from my stepdaughter my nervous system broke down and all of a sudden I started passing out and my BP was fluctuating like crazy. I’ve been treated by my GP, ENT, Cardiologist, Pulmonologist, Psychiatrist and Rheumatologist and now I’m getting ketamine infusion and have lost around 30 pounds in less then two months and can barely consume 300 calories a day. I too cannot shake this. I think I’m beyond help. My husband still has her coming to our home every holiday and two months in the summer . I can’t take it anymore. I also inflict self harm and my husband thinks I should just get over this.