I'm so sorry Rozy. What a terrible fix you are in. You need to take the pain killer but it messes up your tummy even more. If it's not one thing its another. I can't figure this out. I too get really anxious before going to a doctor. I think they call it white coat syndrome. There is actually a name for it. Whenever i have to leave my comfort zones I worry I will get diarhea and I have a phobia of medical things so I don't want to be picked and prodded. Menopause made everything so much worse. I am crying with you Rozy. I will hold you up in prayer and you hold me up in prayer and maybe, just maybe God will answer us.