Sorry you are here but there are plenty of people here who will give you support. I went to get my awful leg pain fixed and found out I have stage 4b, not what I was expecting of course. It started the roller coaster of emotions. One year in I found this site, and it has been a blessing to me. I come here every day for support, and there are many on here who you will be able to connect with. I wish you the best on your journey, you can do this, no it won't be easy, just keep fighting. Best to all.