I had my first and only shot in January and I can relate to most of the things in your post. I’ve recently noticed my heart rate going up to 118. And I’m dealing with anxiety lately. I had a lot of intrusive thoughts. Also not a crier but was crying a lot which led to me canceling my next shot. I was not told of all the side effects. I did read up on it but superficially. I wish I never got the shot.