thank you for that . it's a good reminder ! most of my battle has been allaying everyone's fears ! the mastectomy was so easy . the thought of it was enough to turn your stomach , thought i'd be freaked out at the outcome , but no . didn't really worry me , it wasn't the big shock i thought it would be . . it was like well that's done then , thats over , that's great . the scar was neat line , and healed from day one , really well . no pain . i will get the good one done also , as be easier and i had big breasts . and loved low cut dresses . i wasn't repulsed by the look , like i thought i would be .as i was quite vain about my looks . it was surprising , it looks "normal " to me . bit like a battle scar . everything i thought was the opposite . . but i'm older woman , so be so much harder if your young and with a partner .

sending you all the best wishes possible , youv got this ! xox