Similar ilc 6 years ago, wake up in distress every an 4am. On meds but they don’t work. Psyc tried me on 20 different meds. My oncologist was not supportive very clinical. Talked me out of chemo then said since I would take the radiation she would give me chemo.
Psyc said I have ocd. So the mornings are difficult. I’d like to on a trip, but worry. Right now trying to get the stomach ace under control then try to bring the stress down.
After my walk or swim I feel a bit better. Stage 1b, 13mm with one .99mm lymph node and 25 clear. Had dmx tried ect, tms, cbt dbt, tm, and I still have anxiety. At night , evening I’m much better. Good luck with your am anxiety, keep me posted. Love and Blessings