Your suggestion to visit the cemetary nearby is definitely a good idea, but "no thank you .... not again!" 😉 Sadly, my parents, sister, and her best friend are buried there and although I've visited in the past, I no longer have the desire to do it again. I recall that years ago whenever I drove by that particular cemetary there was a gentleman sitting in a lawn chair next to a particular gravesite. I always wondered if he was "visiting" his wife. It always struck me as so touching, yet so sad.