Hi Daniel. Welcome to Mayo Connect. It is very reasonable for a person to feel unsettled by a new diagnosis like this. It looks like you are getting good input already from the group and your doctors.
Finding someone to share all of this with, can be helpful in processing difficult news like this. Do you have a faith foundation you can turn to , a close friend who will listen and suppoort , or even consider a Chaplain at the hospital you are treated at? Talking about and talking through all of the emotions is important! Hoping things move forward with an improvement in your lab results.