You sound just like me. I’ve been trying to get back to some kind of normal for 4 years. I got sick with Lyme disease in 2020 and it set off something awful. Changed my life. Unleashed viruses such as EBV and HPV. My labs usually show I’m fighting an infection. I’ve lost over 40lbs after losing my appetite and nausea. I feel you about this being upsetting. My PCP insists this is because I’m depressed. I’ve since started seeing a counselor and take antidepressants but nothing is working. I’m even doing TMS treatments. Still no appetite and exhausted. I feel like I live a hell.
I’m sorry you are going through this. I wish something could help us. My PCP diagnosed Fibromyalgia and Chronic Fatigue. I just turned 61 and feel like my life is over. I don’t like taking these meds but don’t know what else to do. I just had a CT Scan with contrast that only showed a cyst on my liver so it appears this is not GI related.
I wish you the best as well. God Bless.