Hello Again Daniel,
Yes, I know the feeling well. I was diagnosed with HCC after many years of Hep C infection. Finally cleared it with Epclusa in 2019 but not before my liver became Cirrhotic. I have been on the transplant list for a while now but I did have an ablation to remove the tumor and may be able to come off that list if I stay cancer free. It is a game changer for sure. I must say though, I cherish each day and all the wonderful people in my life more since my diagnosis. Acceptance and fear are good motivating forces to get your priorities straight. Hang in there.
Sue