Thank you. I was hoping Mayo would be able to offer a miracle - being told they cannot it hard to come to terms with. With treatment 18 months without half that time. The un-fairness of it all, I've taken good care of myself, exercised eaten well and worked hard and just when I see my family blossom and my husband and I think about winding down and retirement - this. I will accept help from the palliative team and hope I am in the tiny group that get a few more years.

We are hiking in Utah, enjoy the nature, every breath is a reminder. Trying to focus and being able to enjoy the sun and nature.