I am really sorry.Unfortunately we were the unlucky ones.No one could possibly understand unless they are in our shoes.Thr symptoms are so bizarre.My loss of muscle in my diaphram/sternum is so weird.I also don't even have the ability to throw up.I guess that is because so much netve damage was done to my vagus nerve from the covid /vaccine.They were both man-made so it is a tossup.I explain my symptoms to the neurologists and they have no clue.They can't help because these illnesses brought on are not natural.It is way out of their league..The only people that would be interested are probably scientists at NIH.They want to be the ones to figure it out.I just can't believe there are not more long covid and vaccine illness clinics.So many people are permanently disabled.It is like everyone forgot about it.I was so careful during the pandemic got my vaccines and still became severely ill.I agree with you that I don't think the vaccines make a difference.I just had two good friends moms die of brain tumors that were in Amazing health with no symptoms and two guys that live across the way had strokes around the same time.They were both young and in Great shape.I know people get sick,but I think covid/vaccine is very involved in alot of these all of a sudden deaths.I also think alot of these horrible symptoms and diseases come on months or years after the initial infection.It is just awful.There is so many people that worked so hard during the Pandemic and ended up getting sick who had to leave their jobs.Alot of them can't get disability so are in horrible situations now.Meanwhile there are people who have never worked a day in their lives and are living off Disability.Something needs to change.It is sad.