Thanks so much for sharing. Do you mind listing the names of the meds you were prescribed and are currently working for you? Since posting my comment, I returned to taking the lamotrigine and generic Pristiq. I took a huge dive in my brain functioning after being med free for a couple months....and feeling excellent until late March. So I guess I am resigned to taking meds for the rest of my life. You mentioned ketamine - I was going to pursue that avenue but from what I read, it seems to be more helpful for those with a trauma induced condition. I believe my condition is simply hereditary, going back several generations. While I have been doing everything possible to stay healthy and active, the symptoms became too much to fight. I hope I will start feeling better in another week. This is my third week back on meds. My best to you and all who suffer this awful burden.