Oh thank you I needed to hear that. I haven’t even had my first oncologist appointment yet and I am a total mess. Will my boyfriend stand by me or not if my hair falls out? What if this and what if that? My thoughts are all over the place to the point when I think about it I am almost physically ill. I took care of my mom who died of cervical cancer and my sister who had leukemia so I know what they went through. I have no immediate family left.