@xpax, you sound like you're in a challenging spot and you feel like everyone else is getting replies and you're not. I know that's not a good feeling. To try and understand, I looked at your previous discussions here where you received dozens of replies:
- Lost Trying to Exist https://connect.mayoclinic.org/discussion/lost-trying-to-exist/
- Becoming completely too scared to live https://connect.mayoclinic.org/discussion/becoming-completely-too-scared-to-live/

But rather than me making assumptions, why don't you tell me what is going on?

I have my Siberian Husky. Her registration papers are from Siberia.

I'm curious what prompted you to say "to blazes with everything".

Jim