As far as the anxiety goes that's a real challenge. I've found that trying to stay busy and being around family does help. My wife is that one person that is constant with me so that's where I go. The weather is changing now and it's good to get out and enjoy that. It's tough to realize that my life will never be what it was before but that does not mean it won't be as good if not better. Being in a society where everything is at our fingertips makes it hard to surrender and just live. In my 45 years one thing I've learned is that humans always find a way to adapt and I'm no different. It just takes time and that's the hard part.