Thanks for your advice. I really mean it. There is literally no one I can talk to about it and certainly not a person who knows anything. Not having a specific point contact outside of my liver doctor who books months and months in advance doesn't help with the anxiety part lol. But I'm loathe to seek outside help because these doctors are likely the best in my area. I made an appt with my GI doctor to talk about the symptoms I'm having and also because the UCI doctor told me I need to be tested for pancreatic enzyme deficiency. I'm hoping I can off load some of this to get his viewpoint. Also will talk to my PCP who in the past hadn't hesitated in reaching out to my hepatologist. So thanks again, and I'll keep you updated!