@elsinann ......thank you sto much for your reply. .it gave me comfort. The waiting is what is so stressful. I'm real good than all of a sudden I start to panic. I do have faith so I get on my knees and pray. It helps me. I've been thru a lot. But I can't tell you how many Drs. Missed this. They planned my extended abdominal on my bad surgery fron breast cancer. I want to call everyone of them and tell them how they have hurt me. .i keep thinking of dining and though I know where I'm going I just am a little afraid. Sorry I'm ranting ? Forgive me. But you sound kind and comforting. Thank you.