Pam, you are in my prayers. Please let's keep our conversations going. The night I was saying my prayers for my grandchildren and got stuck after the first 4 names.....that was hard to handle. Now I think about how soon I will need to stop some of my favorite activities. If you lived near me, we could take walks together and get some good fresh air. Now I worry about going for a long walk and forgetting how to get back home. It's a whole new way of thinking. And there will be a whole lot of letting go, too. It takes courage to face this future that you and I have coming. You are being very wise and courageous. Most of my friends are very supportive. Others are now very awkward around me. I guess they don't know what to say. God bless you. Patty