Hello @dexrichdex, Welcome to Mayo Connect. This has to be so difficult for you. It's frustrating for any of us to not be able to communicate the way that we would want, but for you, who define yourself as a singer, it has to be extra difficult. I'm glad that you are in vocal therapy. Remember to be kind to yourself. Are you able to be involved with music in other ways, it can be therapeutic? Or is it too difficult of a reminder of your own situation?